All you have to do is be sorry and ask |
While still more people gathered in the crowd, Jesus said to them, "This generation is an evil generation; it seeks a sign, but no sign will be given it, except the sign of Jonah. Just as Jonah became a sign to the Ninevites, so will the Son of Man be to this generation. At the judgment the queen of the south will rise with the men of this generation and she will condemn them, because she came from the ends of the earth to hear the wisdom of Solomon, and there is something greater than Solomon here. At the judgment the men of Nineveh will arise with this generation and condemn it, because at the preaching of Jonah they repented, and there is something greater than Jonah here."
at the preaching of Jonah they repented
Lord,
You are the one that came to free me from my sins. All you ask is that I repent and ask you for forgiveness.
Then why do I feel like that is not enough? Why do I feel like I have to look behind every rock and find sins that may or may not be there, why am I so often searching for reasons for you to not accept me?
It's all in your head. You have been conditioned and you continue to live under the impression that you are not good enough, that you never will be but your soul desires it.. You don't give up, but you drive yourself crazy in unbelief. Your heart knows you are free but your will does not believe it. You have to accept it or nothing will ever change, not completely. You are working on it and have made progress. Just the fact that you assume that is the truth about you is a choice around your neck but the links are getting weaker and one day when you are ready, when you decide you are ready, you will free yourself and allow yourself to experience the freedom I've already given you.
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