you are not concerned with anyone's opinion

Mark 12:13-17

and I mean it!!

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you are not concerned with anyone's opinion

Lord,

I struggle with this to the point of making myself sick.  My brain is torn down the middle.  Are you trying to help me overcome this?

Yes

It hurts so much Lord, I don't know if I am crazy or have demons

That is what they want. You are playing into their hands. Be strong.

How can I be strong when I don't know whats real?

Your voice right now could be theirs or even my own skewed thoughts.

You are telling me you are real, reminding me of your silence when I doubted before.  You don't want to go silent now because it would push me over the edge.  Thank you Lord, I believe that is true.  Why are you letting them torment me like this?

To make you stronger.  They are fighting to maintain their territory.  If you don't kick them out, they have permission to stay.  If you don't believe they are real you won't kick them out.  So they are pulling out out all their guns.  this is their grand finale.  Their battle.  If they win this one, you are theirs.  If you win,k they leave.  What is Satan's best lie to humanity?  That he doesn't exist.  You are falling into that trap right now.

Lord, what if I am wrong and I am doing this for attention and they are not real?

If you were doing it for attention, you would know and you wouldn't be revealing it to others the way you are.

But maybe that is a subconscious thing that I am not aware of.

You are not a liar.  Lying like that is not in you.  Believing lies like that is you.