And if the light in you is darkness, how great will the darkness be

I'm tired of being alone in this pit

Matthew 6:7-15

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Jesus said to his disciples: "Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and decay destroy, and thieves break in and steal. But store up treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor decay destroys, nor thieves break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there also will your heart be.

"The lamp of the body is the eye. If your eye is sound, your whole body will be filled with light; but if your eye is bad, your whole body will be in darkness. And if the light in you is darkness, how great will the darkness be."


And if the light in you is darkness, how great will the darkness be

Lord,
There was complete darkness for so long. You brought it out and the light filled in the spaces it left.
Lord, they are trying to push your light out. I now know it's them. I was thinking taht they were undercover, deep below the surface but now that I have started to think they are gone, they are back the way they've always been. They are in there like worms crawling around, slithering around deep inthe crevices looking for a place to attack. And they find it but they slowly do their damage so they can sneak up on me. And before I know it, they are there with their friends, shouting in my head, telling me lies and making me doubt.

Lord, you've shined your light on them and they are in shock. Your blaring light shocks them. Lord, chase them away. I want to be inside my head with only you and only me.

I know you placed mania in my path to guide me.

Lord, help me hear your voice. Lord, drown out their voices with yous. Remind me when I forget aht I have the power through you.

My God, fill me wiht your love. Help me know and feel and be confident with no doubts in you and your love.