My personal reflection

My personal reflection is usually in the form of a conversation with God and usually includes both sides of the conversation. I know it's weird but that's how the Lord speaks to me.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

lead us not into temptation


Lord, let me know when
Thursday June 21
 Matthew 6:7-15
 
 lead us not into temptation

Lord,

I'm sitting here wondering what's up with these demons. They have calmed down. It's like they aren't even here anymore.

They want you to think they are gone and forget about them. They are hiding. The deliverance prayers are what agitate them. They are hiding. Do not let them fool you.

Lord, what do I do?

Just wait and be patient. Their time will come.

I don't want to deal with this anymore. I'm tired of it.

I know you are and they're counting on it.

Lord, I feel like you are moving to Fr L for confession. He is kind of tough. I'm not sure I trust him yet. I'll have to see how he is with mercy and compassion. I need someone who will make me accountable but who will also show mercy, love and forgiveness, not his but yours.

Fr M has been gentle but maybe I'm ready to move to someone who will also help me address the areas I need to improve on. I think he can and will but I have to be ready. I still have some fear. So I'll wait and not be rash.

Lord, let me know when it's time to change.

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